BEING
Definition: living; being alive
I've been
busy.
My mind has been
racing.
I've been
stressed, and yet somewhat
relaxed (huh?).
When life gets this way, I seem to get
frustrated easily. Which is..... very frustrating. And it leads me to unconsciously examine my life path and seems to amplify
all of my downfalls.
I feel like I am a good wife, mom, friend and child of God. I am loving, spiritual, helpful, and so much more, but
it doesn't feel like it's enough, like I'm
being enough. I mean, I love my family, but am I showing it enough, in my words and actions? I love my husband, but the spark that was there so many years ago is more like a candle now, I
could be more romantic and spontaneous. There are so many moments when I feel stretched too thin, tired and short, moments I should step back, take a deep breath and relax. And while I'm fun (I think ☺), and I love to laugh it doesn't feel like it's enough.
For some reason I feel like I need to be more:
Loving
Romantic
Patient
Spiritual
Health conscious
Fit
Fun
Relaxed
Spontaneous
Organized
Creative
Is it possible to stop trying to "be more" and just accept who you are right now?
1 Samuel 16:7b
“For the LORD does not see as man sees; for man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart.’ (NKJV)
28. For the smile on my Daughter’s face as I cheer her on
29. Cuddling with my Hubby in the middle of the afternoon
30. Unexpected flowers